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about me
im 14 this 16 september, i love anime. especially katekyo hitman reborn. i love gokudera&yamamoto to death.
i love art. especially photography and drawings :)
i also loves cosplay.
i really wanted to have gokudera for my birthday. because he's fucking smexy xD
i really wanted to have my mum by my side, because she's already gone, and i miss her-- A LOT
my family's a mess. i think
i dont get what i wanted
but people thinks that my life's perfect
no it's not you fucking basterd
i know. bastard's the real word, i like bastErd more than bastArd. so keep your pants on
i wanna see others to walk in my shoes just for an hour, they even wont make it for a minute
er-- i am CURRENTLY in love with someone who'll never be together with me, which makes it
SUCKS a LOT
so i guess, the about me section is sucks
that's why i hated to fill this in |
 Jumat, 09 Januari 2009  apologize post & hypocrites, friendship, family, and others @ 03.52 h ey guys, sorry i didn't updated my blog these days, im getting busy with school, unfinished fan-fiction, unfinished task, unfinished essay, and more unfinished things to do. so, im guessing that i will be busy for a few next months. and so, i'll go to the point.
in this post, i'll tell you something about what happen to me this week. this week, i think im falling for another person, lets just call him, A. so i like this A guy because he making me nuts, he looked at me like he wanted to kill me! those eyes are really really -.- making me scared. and for your information, it is not my bestfriend's ex! i dont want to risk my life to like an ex of a bestfriend, 'kay? so yeah i like him a lot. i dont really knows when and how. we dont need reason to like someone, right?
okay, im getting sick of this, my family's getting really really WEIRD! just because they are planning to moved on, im getting freaked out, my family's really weird, and that's why i became CRAZY AND RETARDED like this i suppose. :D
friendship, well, hem, i really kinda forgetting my old school's friends. dont know how and why, and i dont wanna know why & how, they are probably already forgetted me neither, so thats doesnt mean anything, right? and, talking about forgetted, i forget my schoolmate, just call her R i really doesn't know how come, but she's like getting to close with her new friends, and forget us (me & my friends) i doesn't know whats her reason-- but hey, people changed, i changed, they changed, even you changed!
hypocrites, it's weird isn't it i talked about this? ha! there are so many thoughts in my mind about those hypocrites! i even doesn't know how to start this. well i suppose tell you about my thought, and opinion about those hypocrites.
okay, tell the truth, i know that you are a hypocrite, even i am a hypocrite, i know that all people,person,humanbeing, and even animals. -.- maybe my doggies are even a hypocrite -.-
so, i'll ask you a question. if you're being stalked by a guy/girl or whatever, and he wants you to die or tell him/her your friend's weakness, i know that you'll tell your friend's weakness, DONT LIE. i'll ask you again, do you really wanna die? do you wanna see God who wore embarassed by you because you're a total scaredycat, and being a total-jerk-hero? you wanna be a hero? to die instead the people you trust? i even doesn't really believe that your friend's will even choose to die for you. HA! think, dont just make a dissicions that easily. you are pathetic, you're a loser if you keep saying that you'll die. HA really? even a bullet's really hurt? even been stabbed will make blood flows from your chest? even a potionus drinks will hurts your head so bad, and even though been stranguled hurts your throat? i really even doesn't believe you HA! think brainyass, smartass, hero-jerkishass. huahahaLabel: believe, family matter, friendship, hurts
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freebies
i love youtube. since i have an account there
i love myspace, i have an account there either, but i rarely open it.
i love facebook, i also have an account there, but i will begin to disappear slowly at Fb
i love deviantart, i have an account there, but-- i dont understand how to upload any photos&drawings i made
i love tumblr, i have an account there, but i rarely open it
i love friendster, i have an account there, now, i hate it
i really love twitter, i have an awesome account there, and i freaking love it :D
i wanted to say random things, since im a random kind of person
i love black. but im not emo (i think)
i love to cut my self. but i dont wanna die, yet
i love to draw thunder and eyes, but i dont like them at all
i love to say bitch please, but i dont wanted to beg
i love to annoy people, but i dont like to be annoyed
i really love twitter, that's why i cheated over facebook with twitter
i really love him, though it hurts
i really love food, but it makes me fat
i really love YogenFruz, but it's damn expensive
i really love to see people cooks, but i can't
i really love my classmates, even though, maybe there are some who's annoying
i really love my friends from different class, even though perhaps, they didn't love me back
i really love my hoodie, but the color's dull
i really love snow, but there's no snow in my hometown
one conclusion, life's sucks
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