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BLOG STARTED: 10/19/07
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recent entries
 updates : outbond, some movies, manga, and rants
ranting and ranting.
whisper, fucking debate, a lot of shit 2
extreme dorkiness, obsession, and a lot of shit
christie's revenge
on my break
oh my fucking fawd GAAAH
fucking emotions
the strangers, sevenpounds, and here in your arms
masalah, kesulitan, dan kesengsaraan
wishlist
 Get an new camera
 visited washington DC & NYC
lomo cameras
A trip to france
new printer
More Zara tees
macbook pro 17" inch
iPod Touch
accoustic guitar
iPhone 3GS
learning heartless piano cover
have long hair
have the longest bangs
dye my hair brown
plugboard
jukebox
Three days grace Pain -
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about me
im 14 this 16 september, i love anime. especially katekyo hitman reborn. i love gokudera&yamamoto to death.
i love art. especially photography and drawings :)
i also loves cosplay.
i really wanted to have gokudera for my birthday. because he's fucking smexy xD
i really wanted to have my mum by my side, because she's already gone, and i miss her-- A LOT
my family's a mess. i think
i dont get what i wanted
but people thinks that my life's perfect
no it's not you fucking basterd
i know. bastard's the real word, i like bastErd more than bastArd. so keep your pants on
i wanna see others to walk in my shoes just for an hour, they even wont make it for a minute
er-- i am CURRENTLY in love with someone who'll never be together with me, which makes it
SUCKS a LOT
so i guess, the about me section is sucks
that's why i hated to fill this in |
 Jumat, 26 Juni 2009  sick and rants @ 05.34 god damn. for this rest of the week, i was frickin sick. i can't even stay asleep. why? cause i was coughing for like, what-- always. i can't even stay asleep for even an hour. gila ah. diambil darah 4 kali, di rontgen sekali, di ct-scan sekali. aaaaaaaa pusing gue. sakit ini sakit itu. gejala ini gejala itu. and the most hurt of all, no one cares, no likes to share, i guess life's really is unfair. i dont know what i suppose to do. should i just let it flow, or should i think about it and getted cardiac arrest just like michael jackson and my mum and die or what? can i just stay asleep for the rest of my life and being peaceful and calm? alright, i guess not. my life's suck. i dont have anything i wanted. no one knows how is it feels like to be me. they always think my life was perfect. perfect? my life was far from the name called PERFECT.
in top of that, if life's was a joke, i dont get it. at all. for God's sake. i dont understand at all. sure i know that i was here 'cause of God. but why am i here? is it because to realize how painful and unfair life is? damn it. i get my head aching and aching again. damn damn damn. there is really are NO true friend in this world except ourself, huh? damn.
Label: life, rants, sadness
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freebies
i love youtube. since i have an account there
i love myspace, i have an account there either, but i rarely open it.
i love facebook, i also have an account there, but i will begin to disappear slowly at Fb
i love deviantart, i have an account there, but-- i dont understand how to upload any photos&drawings i made
i love tumblr, i have an account there, but i rarely open it
i love friendster, i have an account there, now, i hate it
i really love twitter, i have an awesome account there, and i freaking love it :D
i wanted to say random things, since im a random kind of person
i love black. but im not emo (i think)
i love to cut my self. but i dont wanna die, yet
i love to draw thunder and eyes, but i dont like them at all
i love to say bitch please, but i dont wanted to beg
i love to annoy people, but i dont like to be annoyed
i really love twitter, that's why i cheated over facebook with twitter
i really love him, though it hurts
i really love food, but it makes me fat
i really love YogenFruz, but it's damn expensive
i really love to see people cooks, but i can't
i really love my classmates, even though, maybe there are some who's annoying
i really love my friends from different class, even though perhaps, they didn't love me back
i really love my hoodie, but the color's dull
i really love snow, but there's no snow in my hometown
one conclusion, life's sucks
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